Officially offered the position 😎 tomorrow I tender my resignation from SKEF.
Is laying in bed, glancing at you sleeping. Having just tucked you in, Gatorade on the night stand, house shut down. Knowing you can finally relax brings me peace. I am eager to see how we grow and progress. How our family continues to solidify and hopefully expand.
Did seeing me snuggle a baby give you visions of the future as much as it did for me seeing the same kiddo in your arms?
Through and through my love 💛🖤
He wants to marry me too
He left me alone with his babies
That is some legit trust and I am honored.
Kiddos sang their happy song once I confirmed I was sleeping over 😎
We will have the girls this weekend and I am facilitating a spa day for us all. I want these kiddos to have fun and relax and realize I’m here for them in any capacity.
He called me family. My heart is so full
Do I feel so alone. All the time. Even in the company of the love of my life. It feels so wrong and I don’t know how to fix it.
Kinda wanna have a baby. Won’t be lonely then. Should delete. Not rational
I meet the girls. It becomes more real than ever.
This weekend we travel cross state lines.
Step by step we solidify.
He took me to meet his grandpa. Love him so much 🖤
I love my Chase💛
How can I feel two such conflicting things?
Part of me is excited to think of our future and what it holds.
At the very same time I literally just thought of drowning myself in what started as a relaxing bath.